make me your valentine and you`ll be mine

,LIVEJOURNAL.

2008-10-19T06:52:00.001-07:00

follow the switch okay.
;D

Karma`s so real so true

2008-10-16T19:56:00.000-07:00

oh baby, karma`s really hitting on me, for being a bitch.
now im so sick i swear i shall not laugh at the sick and the ill, cause it really sucks to be sick. so terribly.

after tioman, we were all going thru the cycles, of excruciating pain(not kidding you), itchiness, now peeling.

this is not even enough, maybe it was due to the lack of proper rest and then immediately first day of school kick in, i was already feeling unwell.
so to make things worse, i didnt sleep early and thus im down with fever,diarrhoea and nauseous.

and i swear i will never ever sleep with my hair so damn wet in an airconditioned room. i can safely say it was because of that, which causes my terrible headache. despite taking a one day leave from school to sleep in, i couldnt even rest properly. the moment i turn to the side or frown or did an action so small , the pain wil come knocking in so hard!even until now when i no longer have the diarrhoea and nauseous, i am still suffering from the headaches! i cannot even shake my head hard cause that is painful as well.
ahh fuck.
now im down with cough and flu.

8am lessons is not helping as well.

so much for saying that i would not mind having diarrhoea for the entire week if i could lose a few kilos. I AM TAKING BACK MY WORDS.
I JUST WAN TO BE HEALTHY AND FIT AND FINE AND KICKING ALIVE.

able to curse and scream and shout, not like a whimpering sick kitten now;(

take care everyone! esp the bimbos, go drink more water,less fried food!

our comfort zones!

2008-10-13T09:22:00.001-07:00

cause i am so happy to be back home, in Singapore.

nothing can contain our excitement the moment we set foot in our own homeland, not exaggerating at all. you probably wont get me unless you were in that situation.Imagine a 7 oclock peak period sunday weekend at Johor, it scares the shit outta us. we are like brave soldiers who make it back from a war.

unbelievably, we missed our coach, we actually sort of chose to forgo our luxury of air-conditioned, not so bumpy driven bus ourselves, our stupidity!
But it was not too bad a adventure too! very thrilling though im dead scared while i had to be squeezed by hundreds.
The route we chose to embark for journey back home is such a unforgettable experience,definitely once is enough.

i say you need to go tioman if you love the beaches and the sun.
TIOMAN beaches is undisturbed serene and calm occasionally with ripples of waves, you will see sun-tanners like us soaking in sweltering sun, devouring every seconds of it as the beads of perspiration roll down our faces.just a couple of nights in the heart of the island apart from bedding with the four/six/eight legged insects, i began to appreciate mother nature. even the flowers planted along the pathway look so stunning to me, i really cannot wait to go back there again!

well worth our anticipation!

breathtaking pictures up soon,of yours truly,HAHA. okay i meant tioman

P/S: we are totally burned, charred, peeling red, raw and sensitive to touches.

everything and anything!

2008-10-09T10:25:00.000-07:00

I stole this pictures from kong`s blog. this is so stupid, cause pictures that i posted are all what i found in their blogs. i need to go get my camera in good shape. i haven been using them for so long.

too long since i last went on a trip, what`s more not with my mummy. oh my god, i sound so stupid but i think i am, i took the whole day to pack my bag all because i am soo scared i might miss out some items.

can someone do the packing for me?!

BYE LOVELIES. ;D;D

2008-10-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

HOWWWWWWWWWWW

now im telling you guilt is the worst feeling on earth,
you can be heartbroken you can be fuming with anger you can be upset with not getting your grades but the worse of all is feeling all jittery and scared and guilty now

butter fingers makes me a klutz

2008-10-07T23:53:00.001-07:00

countdown to tioman trip, my very last bit of fun before then next sem starts.

Sinyee`s birthday was at AWON restaurant korean, the company was good! but i tell you, their steamboat is really unique special and alil stupid, have to keep wetting the pan but eventually ours got charred, and we were too lazy, yes i think lazy`s the word, so we end up eating 'dong fen' and vege and hotdogs!

STAYOVER was FUN FUN FUN. with kong dragging me off the bed, some kind of host! and the post-birthday girl ordering me off the other side of the bed. so i had to give in to have some sleep. cos both of them have meetings and all to rush(again) so we didnt do much in the night except sleeping tgt? HAHA

p/s:
and i fucking need to learn to be less clumsy.
;(:(

karma`s the thing, got my retribution for laughing at min now, or maybe being too unkind to her. nowww im dying from cramps.

EVEN KIDS DON`T LIKE ME?!

2008-10-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

the handsome angmoh. this photo dont do him justice! he is realllly veryyyy handsumm lahhhh
and hor the idoit who came into the pic wo anyone of knowing is my captain, very funnnny guy but a big bully basket!

HE LOOKS SO NAUGHTY RIGHT?

AND MY TWO COUSINS ARE VERY VERY ANAL ABOUT CLEANLINESS.
(all because last time they were taken care of by mummy, and i bet is my brother who influence them lor!)

remember i once mentioned, the elder one, my favourite cousin,darren!
He is so mean he broke my heart.
cause he said i look like horfen, black one, and he chuckles.

-.-

JUST TWO DAYS AGO,
his brother is so mean to me, he refuses to give me any beads neckalces ,apparently he is into that kind of stuff, and he only wants to give it to my sister. wah lau break my heart, sian.
nevermind, but the worse thing was, later he came up to me, he sudd said
'jie jie you look like malay girl i dont like you'

-.-

need to be so straighforward anot? ;( ;( ;(

why malay girls dont like?!?! he loves to stick with his previous maid lehxazxzxzx

and if they want to, they say mushy things like.

"ah yi wo hen ai ni hen xiang ni leh" -.- -.- -.-

YAY, stayovers.tioman trip. meet ups.
;D

You mean you thought it was okay?

2008-09-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

i am a total bitch cause there are just things that pisses me off big time i wish i can scream those idiots heads off since they don't use their brains.

Ever since i switch to lj i have stop bitch blogging cause there are just too many people reading and i feel so insecure. but now i feel so comfortable over like though there`s not much diff. at the very least i can feel at ease my angsty post dont pop up in their friends page reminding them to click it and read like a piece of entertainment!

Anyways i was saying, i cannnnot stand havin the bloody phone ring a thousand million times(okay fine 5 times) at what say 8 freaking am in the morning? hello, unless you have a peeing urgent life and death matter, you dont come and disturb people`s good sunny weekend, the only day to rest in with some mindless survey, stupid enquires. the motive for caling does not justify your stupid actions, there might be still room for exceptions if its in the noon and if the damn phone only rang twice. that`s why i never like the idea of giving people my house number.

TELL ME NOW, ISN`T THAT COMMON SENSE?
IF YES, AINT THESE PEOPLE JUST PUSHING THEIR LUCK?

so on top of this, there comes the issue.

there are these inconsiderate neighbours of mine (four-five families) who came knocking at my door, say 7 am 8 am 9 am in the morning 11pm 12 pm in the night. and because i am having my holidays, nobody`s home, i am the only one left to open the damn door. and say what,they do not go off until you go over. if it`s once twice it`s fine,but not anymore when it`s almost every single day, you fucking bring one piece of clothing down.and the thing i cannot stand the most are the fact that they shamelessly bring down all their used and old and torn and tattered clothes like their fucking bra,(to change the rusty hook,alter the straps) can you get more serious than this? why not you just bring ur soiled panties . (someone did that, i kid you not)

they come at every fucking interval as and when they like, totally oblivious to other`s life, who cares if i come in the morning who cares if its dinner time who cares if its 12pm. they expect their clothes to be done in a few hours time, cause they bloody come knocking at intervals. knn, really pushing their limits.

OH DID I MENTION THEY ARE THOSE WHO EXPECT MY MUM TO DELIVER THE CLOTHES TO THEM AND MY MUM DOES IT, SHE SAID ITS ON THE WAY AND CONVENIENT.
HELL YES, MY MUM IS ONE GOD DAMN KIND PERSON.
but just cause my mum is too kind, totally too kind, she only charges $2 dollar for every kind of alteration. from zip to buttons to length to size. so people take advantage and take her for their maid. let me know if you know of any alterations services which cost lesser than this. ( dont tell me foc for levis jeans etc, the charges are include way beforehand you idiot)
because in the first place she said she was doing them a favour ,not intending to make business out of it so most of the time she does it free of charge for them.

now, i am so bloody pissed off at being irritated every single morning/night without failed. pissed at the actions of theirs. pissed with how my mum can tolerates all this with no inch of frown or anger.

at the very least, now she tells me to help her pass the message to the aunties that she is very busy with work and am not able to help them.
why must you help others at the expense of yourself? now before you come pointing fingers saying i am very selfish, wait until you hear this.

side note: 11pm this auntie came down with her precious son , she said her son need the pants urgently tmr by 7am(need to book in to army) only one inch to be altered, sister said my mum is sleeping. shamless auntie doesnt leave despite so( she expects mum to wake up?!) she lingered and continue pressing asking what time my mum slept,and my sister said she is sleeping soundly. so the auntie almost like putting on an act for us, told her precious darling son that he just have to fold it up lor, no choice.

now tell me, what is this? does it mean if my mum just fell asleep 5 minutes ago you will expect me to wake her up?

someone needs to play the black face. well i just have to do it lor (;

Edited: think the bloated stomach previously was constipation, they said i look like i lost a bit of wt, best things ever you could say to me!;D;D;D
and
My Ferrari cap is attracting alot of stares, mixture of their jealously and envious i guess,HAHA

so shiok

Felipe Massa

2008-09-29T00:38:00.000-07:00

Just right opposite us is the grandstand, and we can have the entire view. cos renualt was the champion, their suite which was next to us was damn high and noisy.

Felipe Massa was in our suites, and his fans were high over the moon.though i am not a fan of his, but stilll very cool right, we get to see him face to face so near!

yes i am back alive!;D
yesterday all of us are happy like whee, but frankly the last 5 hours of yesterday was almost killing me, i swear it was the ultimate already. i kept fidgeting , feeling all so grumpy and tired already, it seems like the 5 hours was the most torturous of all.

but believe it or not, i stood 13 hours straight, lunch and dinner was very quick cos we took turns. most of all, i have very wonderful colleagues, damn niceeeeeee. we took alot of group shots!

suite ambassadors hired are all from the airlines,air steward(ess), they are damn pretty with e long skirt which flatters their figure
the security or bodyguards are the man in black , stood outside the door all day long,at least they look cool
the singel race girls are hot too, especially when they don on so little clothing
the service crew are the ugliest of the lot especially the waiter(ess) cos our pants aint tailored to fit us , i look like i wear a top a size too small, pants a size too big. FELT SO UGLY

russians guest are super duper high, one asked me to drink with him! -.-
they speak minmum english thus they have to use alot of hand sign language to communicate.haha, like pointed the flavour of the haggen dasz ice cream
this handsome but drunk angmoh tried to get flesh with some of my colleagues, bad bad(err at least handsome;/)
they clubbed and dance when felipe massa won first qualifying round,they really dance like they are in a club, but cool or what, the music is damn happening.
got a very touchy colleague which all the girls are super scared and irritated of, and i dont know if accident or what but he fucking brush my butt twice alr. played with my hair touches dee nose. GROSS OR WHAT?!
my colleage everest told the guest the red and white wine is frommmmm JAPAN ! laughed until i had cramps.

screwed up operations and management
walked a thousand miles to and fro each morning and night
no signs of sympathy and empathy for staff, very grumpy angry pissed!
totally did not consider staff moral and welfare
birdface is the ultimate guy that everyone hates and his accomplices and a bitch
vvips includes President.Ministers and King, thus the uptight about the whole thing which is acceptable but i see no point and no reason for them to scream and shout
food provided is nice and i definitely grew fatter, my pants were loose on the first day and fucking tight by the second day.
check in, job on, bags collection, pass collection, name tags, simple things also have alot of issues every single day

I HAVE GOT A FERRARI CAP, WOOHOO
THANKS TO THE CUTE ANGMOH WITH BLUE EYES AND VERY ATTRACTIVE FEATURES AND CHARISMATIC WHO GAVE IT TO US. YAY. even by typing this,i am damn high already we were almost blabbering nonsense,HAHA
i am so going to flaunt it by wearing it out soon,hee hee.

ANYWAY, it`s over, reallllly, i can start waiting for my money to come in. ;D
$_$

and hello to so many peope i saw, damn fun, haha like alicia, huying.qiaolin,adilah.and many others also in f1, kong sinyee fulin
we can have a fun time catching up and sharing stories alr.
DID NOT GET TO SEE RUBYANA the stupid woman who is in the sky suite and gets to be served!
(okay, one thing is, food wastage is really something i think people needs to start to think about. i just cannot take it looking at how much the food are throw into the bins,basket and basket of bread rolls, even fruits ( which i think can be kept for the next meal what).they are so nicely presented and decorated but it goes all into the bin, and imagine if that happens in our suite, you multiply it thrice(threemeals) and the number of suites the entire f1 race provides, the fucking amout of food wastage is super high and sinful. people dont care! For e first day,food prepared for 200 pax and only 10 pax came. the rest goes into the bin. i understand that time and space constraint is a challenge and that is nothing people have yet to come up with at the moment. i dare say the amount of food wasted can well feed thousands of children of africa, india!

right now, i need to get a life and start planning our trip!
p/s: kong, please get back to us, else i shall throw you into the sea,hahahahaha

moved: pick-me-up

2008-09-23T22:50:00.000-07:00

ANYWAYS,
pictures from the other day sushi buffet and all. have been eating alot thus i`m gaining alot of weight, and it`s not even funny anymore when everybody starts telling you how fat and ugly, yes, people are that mean, all included. but it`s time to do some thing about it too! AHHHHHHHHH

REALISE I HAVE VERY FEW PICTURES OF SINYEE POSTED.
MIN AND SINYEE : ME AND LAYS.

FORCE THEM TO ALL TAKE THIS KINDA PICTURES. SEE SO CHIO? ;D

TOO BUSY EATING, LAZY TO SNAP. LAZY TO POSE! I HATE UGLY PICTURES SNAP WHEN I`M EATING. ;@

AND LASTLY, PRESENT TO YOU THE HOTNESS

TOTALLY HOT RIGHT?

IDK WHERE IS HE FROM, OH I RMB LAH, SINYEE SAYS SUPER JUNIOR TO WHICH I THREW HER A SUPER DISGUSTED LOOK COS IMAGES OF BOYBAND LIKE (AHEM LOLIPOP) APPEARED. HAHA!

MEET UPS WITH GF FINALLY FOR DINNER,SHORT BUT SWEET,LOTS OF CATCH UP! THE REST WAS UNAVAILABLE DUE TO THEIR BUSY SCHEDULE(ROLL EYES).HAHA,AGNES KOH I WAN PRESENTS FROM TAIWAN;D

OH AND RESULTS WAS MEDIOCRE ,STILL ACCEPTABLE GIVEN THAT I HAD STUPID MODULES LIKE MICE.
STILL NO EXCUSES WILL WORK HARDER, OH MY GOD, YES SLOG FOR NEXT SEM!

hello, i am new. hee hee i am not

2008-09-23T21:57:00.000-07:00

alrights, i have moved,yippee yeah.
things is easier over here, lj has got too much going on, i will still keep it over there its easier to post sales posts and do online transaction with an account.
and i have deleted everything of my posts a good 648 of them, that`s a pity but also a relief.
i will be sticking to rosescharms till i had my mind set on another one.

i am trying to move my entries over and creating a comments tag.

i shall post a couple of random things about myself as an introduction yea?

Absolutely abhor MCPS
Red`s hot, okay pink is my favourite colour too
Extra salty fries is the kick
Fat is obscene, shut e fuck up
If you cannot even match a decent outfit for a day out, then shut up
Avid reader of other`s blog posts

till then

moved:the greatest and dearest one to me,always.

2008-07-10T22:47:00.000-07:00

you see mummy's greeeeedy face!

jie jie!

i told her im putting up her pictures and i am dedicating a whole post about her and she told me to better not post up any ugly ones,HAHA, see, like mother like daughter, maybe that explains the reason why i am me ;]

happy birthday mummy! ;p

moved: the best friend

2008-06-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

say real one.i mean the title;D

just chatting over the msn and sudd we were on topic of gf/bf and this woman actually said that her boyf might lose his virginity if he goes home with me, and i dont know why but i canot stop laughing at it now. it sounds very funny and maybe very wrong but that didnt rub me in the wrong way. instead i think the boys will be more offended than we are if they hear that. and someone even suggested exchanging boyf you see, what a greaatttt idea right? that will be until i find one, but if hes hot i wouldnt let you have him alright? this woman can be sucha bitch really,but shes the only one whom i can use all the fuckyou with/on and would still be on talking terms with me after the storm is over, tell me. really, how many such friends do you have?

hee hee. i didnt name you.

moved: WE invaded the joy peace and serenity within the greens;D

2008-05-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

Vesak day was spent entirely in Botanical Garden, actually it was more of perspiring my whines and my sweaty soaking palms/feets and maybe pits!

and my hair was horribly out of place by the time i met the girls, sweaty dirty smelly unglam and it was unfair, i walked the whole of Botanic Gardens you know! and so i took a cab from the furthest exit near NUS bukit timah road back to the front gate near Orchard Tanglin Gate.
its ridiculously far from the swan lake to symphony to evolution garden to jacob ballas!

Vesak day was spent entirely in Botanical Garden, actually it was more of perspiring my whines and my sweaty soaking palms/feets and maybe pits!

and my hair was horribly out of place by the time i met the girls, sweaty dirty smelly unglam and it was unfair, i walked the whole of Botanic Gardens you know! and so i took a cab from the furthest exit near NUS bukit timah road back to the front gate near Orchard Tanglin Gate.
its ridiculously far from the swan lake to symphony to evolution garden to jacob ballas!

That should be all,else that wouldnt be anymore for us to display for our ppt.

MENU OF THE DAY:

All times favourite;D

BBQ chicken wings

Desert and Drinks

The fruit cocktail in agar agar jelly

Aloe Vera cubes

Jasmine Green Tea

Chrysanthemun Tea

Mineral Water

Main course- guarantee worth it!

Egg sanwich; extra serving of veges! LOW calorie

Beehoon;

Finger Food

Curry puffs

Garlic bread (Chef's Recommendation)

Seaweed Chicken

Golden Yellow Nuggets

Deep fried Hotdogs

* Free Complimentary apple for everyone!

<3

That should be all,else that wouldnt be anymore for us to display for our ppt.

MENU OF THE DAY:

* All times favourite;D

BBQ chicken wings

* Desert and Drinks

The fruit cocktail in agar agar jelly

Aloe Vera cubes

Jasmine Green Tea

Chrysanthemun Tea

Mineral Water

* Main course- guarantee worth it!

Egg sanwich; extra serving of veges! LOW calorie

Beehoon;

* Finger Food

Curry puffs

Garlic bread (Chef's Recommendation)

Seaweed Chicken

Golden Yellow Nuggets

Deep fried Hotdogs

* Free Complimentary apple for everyone!

<3

moved:they never learn

2008-05-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

i fucking cannot stand people who keeps saying that i am fat, its just like you dont go to someone ugly and said how ugly she is. its plain rude, no? (of course i might said it behind her back if she is being bitchy and ugly and unkind) i dont mind if you said it once,twice, sometimes, BUT its tooo annoying when you go on and on and on and on like somehow me being fat is your business. Oh it is so insulting and hurting and everything and if your parents/teachers ever teach you, you will know that it is not polite. i know it and i know, so please stop reminding me, so much for being my friends, i am pretty irritated if you could tell, if you couldnt, i am telling you, i see myself in the mirror everysingle bloody day that i can tell how fat i am, that is why i am trying to run and lose weight, and not eat fastfoood. but again,if you aint even tall slender slim you dont come and tell me what to do, no? or well you might be fat./bigsized but you got style and loook stunning, i dont mind,really. but just not when you look like crap and insists on matching colours top to toe, really, dont teach me.please. the point is, i am really unhappy, and if u bother then just shut up.

really, stupid people should just shut up. and not make comments, it sure reflects on their mentality and why show the whole word how stupid you are?